I go further than I should,
with the gas tank on empty.
My paycheck goes quick,
but I make it so slowly.
I run to conclusions,
and I walk with lonely.
I love reading books,
I cringe at my own story.
I could never be anybody’s show pony.
–S.
I go further than I should,
with the gas tank on empty.
My paycheck goes quick,
but I make it so slowly.
I run to conclusions,
and I walk with lonely.
I love reading books,
I cringe at my own story.
I could never be anybody’s show pony.
–S.
I’m a book you put back on the shelf.
Didn’t catch your interest, not worth a second glance.
You’re leaving the store in a hurry, not even worth a chance.
I’m waiting for the next patron.
Yearning to change from single to taken.
I’ll see you in my imagination.
–S.
You don’t know that I exist,
but I can’t resist,
dreaming of you.
You don’t know that I exist,
but in my fantasies,
we do.
You don’t know that I exist,
so I curl my hands into fists,
and I don’t reach for you.
–S.
You’ve always had a way of making me feel small.
It doesn’t matter the distance, you can change everything with just one call.
Your words defy space, they crash through every wall.
You hold all the power, you have the ability to ruin it all.
I can never feel tall.
Your voice in my head makes me stall.
No matter what, you’ll always make sure I fall,
or falter.
Why am I always something to be altered?
–S.
A second of honesty,
and a moment of courage.
I say how I truly feel,
now everything is real.
The adrenaline wears off,
awkward cough.
Courage isn’t all it’s cracked up to be,
at least not to me.
–S.
Okay,
I’m leaving.
I guess it just wasn’t our season.
Wrong person.
Wrong time.
I drown myself in an ocean of reasons.
–S.
Life is a gift.
I know, I know, I know.
I can’t help it,
I’ve been feeling so low.
I feel ungrateful,
and like all of the progress has been so slow.
I’ve been staring out the car window,
willing myself to grow.
What if this is it?
What if there is nothing else for me to show?
–S.
Hang on.
Don’t let go.
I need a little time.
I’ve been going a little slow.
Don’t leave me by my lonesome.
It’s summer, but I’m feeling frozen.
I don’t know how to handle any of these emotions.
–S.
I have acne on my skin.
Four dollars to my name.
A rumble on the right side of my car.
Stretch marks on my body like scars.
Hair that won’t hold a curl.
Shame that dances in my stomach in a twirl.
Do you think you could love me just like this?
I’m just a girl.
After all.
–S.
My heart is a house of mirrors.
Dark, but it still glimmers.
Haunted, but it still shimmers.
You can adjust the light, like dimmers.
–S.