Sometimes,
I wonder,
Can a person die from loneliness?
My ceiling fan stares back at me.
I am no closer to the answer than the last time I wondered.
–S.
Sometimes,
I wonder,
Can a person die from loneliness?
My ceiling fan stares back at me.
I am no closer to the answer than the last time I wondered.
–S.
I am walking with your ghost again,
through fields filled with weeds, abandoned store parking lots, and cemeteries you now call home.
I am walking with your ghost again,
through empty playgrounds, the haunted city asylum, and the forest where you told me your first secret.
I am walking with your ghost again, through buildings where our laughter no longer echoes, on rusty train tracks, to the last place we were whole.
I am walking with your ghost again,
but you are fading as the sun is climbing the sky.
I am walking along again,
bracing myself for your millionth goodbye.
–S.
Sometimes,
it feels like I have missed you for a thousand lifetimes.
Always,
almost having you.
Never,
completely.
–S.
Even if we lived in the ghetto, it would be all good. You’re my suit of armor, I’d survive in the hood.
Even if flowers were nonexistent in our yard, you’re my dozen roses and a greeting card.
Even if our car sat on two flats, you’re my range rover – leather, and all black.
Even if we used candles most of the time to supply our light, you’re my chandelier keeping the ceiling bright.
Even if our paychecks went to zero right after bills, you’re my two story house, paid off, somewhere in the hills.
Even if police sirens could be heard every night, you’re my comfortable silence every day including tonight.
Even if our walls were bare with no color, you’re my original Michelangelo with hues brighter than the summer.
Even if our cupboards were bare, you’re my stocked pantry – ain’t no room in there.
Even if vacations were never a possibility, you’re my white sandy beach providing serenity.
Thank you for everything that you do, because even if I had nothing, I’d still have everything, and that’s you.
–S.
If I didn’t juggle all of the pieces like a clown –
Would you stumble?
Would you crumble?
Would it all tumble down?
If I didn’t hold all of the pieces like a shelf –
Would you have the strength?
–S.
It’s a party – until it isn’t.
He loves you -until he doesn’t.
We are – until we aren’t.
It was – until it wasn’t.
–S.
I don’t know where my life will take me.
I don’t think it’s mine to know.
I don’t know where the roads lead,
but I know that I will grow.
–S.
I wish you still loved me like you did before.
Don’t stop now, keep heading towards the door.
I wish you still loved me like you did before.
Don’t stop now, I always wanted more.
–S.
Don’t change a hair for me.
Perfection is all I see.
Shining like a light beam,
you blind me,
beauty king.
–S.
I loved you at your worst.
At mine, you cowered.
Coward.
–S.