You make me happy.
I don’t know why I can’t just shut off my brain and keep my heart working instead.
Scientifically, because one cannot function without the other.
I want to be one in this happiness. I want to live in it.
I want to dwell in it, but my brain develops pictures of the future, and I can’t see you in them.
I’ve packed your bags, although you’ve just arrived.
They say what we love, we leave behind.
Maybe, I just won’t tell you that I love you.
–S.
At the end of the day – as much as I hate to say it – we are not meant for each other.
It would be unfortunate for us to force something that was never meant to be.
When love comes for me, I won’t have to enhance it by painting it more beautifully in my mind.
Love will paint me – in brighter colors, I will be born again.
Although it was never me, I hope you find whatever it is you’re searching for.
I wish your heart peace, and I hope you’re able to trust another with your heart.
Love is not meant to be a one-sided emotion. That’s why it hurts so much for many of us, you know? When you are in love together, that’s what the songs are about.
I know that music is very important to you – as it is for me.
So, I hope you find your love song. May it never lose its charm.
Each time you play it, may it bring you every last feeling and sensation that you felt the very first time you heard it.
–S.
The Messy Middle 🖤 