I don’t say I love you because I don’t.
I don’t say I’ll miss you because I won’t.
I say I’ll see you around because I probably will,
but I don’t want you thinking that time is standing still.Â
-S.
I don’t say I love you because I don’t.
I don’t say I’ll miss you because I won’t.
I say I’ll see you around because I probably will,
but I don’t want you thinking that time is standing still.Â
-S.
Ask for butter on the popcorn.
Choose the middle seats.
Grab your favorite candy.
They’re playing the movie of you and me,
and who we used to be.
When they roll the credits,
I will finally see:
we’re through the thick of it,
past the messy middle,
and at the very end of we.
We’ll throw out the trash.
We’ll say our goodbyes.
We’ll get into separate cars.
Wave one last time as we drive by.
-S.
I’m helpful.
I give good advice.
I listen when you talk.
I keep your pace when we walk.
I keep a playlist of your favorite songs.
I make sure my stories aren’t that long.
I drive because you can’t take it.
It’ll last longer to be needed,
than to be loved.
I fucking hate it.
-S.
Soulcrusher,
you leave destruction in your wake.
Heartstopper,
my breath, you take.
Jawbreaker,
every smile, a mistake.
Twister,
fever blister,
you do nothing, but make me ache.
-S.
Will we stay friends?
Maybe.
Are we at the end?
You bet, baby.
Does he love me?
No.
Should I stay?
Go.
Is there someone else?
It’s all a little hazy.
Is she prettier?
Stop being crazy.
What about wittier?
Look, it will get better, but it’s about to get shittier.
–S.
I’m standing in the middle of a field,
making wishes,
dandelion one,
dandelion two,
dandelion three.
I wish slow.
I wish fast.
I wish for us to last.
I wish on dandelion four,
dandelion five,
dandelion six,
but there is no quick fix.
I’m standing in the middle of a field,
reaching for dandelion seven,
eight,
and nine,
I can still make you mine.
–S.
Tic, Tac, Toe,
who would know,
that you meant no when you said go?
–S.
I am a book on a shelf.
Craving to be opened.
Yearning to be touched.
Waiting to be chosen, so very much.
–S.
You are the fever I will never break.
The drug I will always take.
The drink I will never forsake.
The mistake I will gladly make.
The sickness I will never shake.
–S.
Odd years have always been my favorite.
At 3o, you loved me.
At 31, you left me.
The irony isn’t lost on me.
–S.