heartbreak – Page 10 – The Messy Middle 🖤

Blue Moon.

Lonesome, you make me so blue.

Lonesome, still in love with you.

Lonesome, like the moon.

Lonesome, praying to forget you soon.

–S.

I believe if you squint just right, you can still see us off in the distance, loving and laughing, fighting and kissing, sharing and giving.

In a parallel universe, or a sister life, we are still one, even though in this life, what’s done is done.

Off in the distance, look there, squint and wait for the light to hit just right, you can see my head on your shoulder.

And it’s still on your shoulder when I close my eyes at night.

–S.

I want you to know that I would do it all over again.

Every single moment, just to laugh with you again.

The joy. The pain.

The hate. The love.

The betrayal. The jealousy.

The disappointment. The lying.

The rainbow of emotions.

The shouting in the parking lot.

The drunken dirty whispers.

All to hear you laugh again.

To see you light up again.

To hear that small satisfied sigh before you smile again.

I would do it all.

Again.

With you.

Maybe I’m crazy,

but I never said that I was sane, baby.

–S.

Blue Valentine,

I’d never leave you if you were mine.

But you left me when I was yours.

Blue Valentine,

what happened to for better or for worse?

–S.

As the light paints the sky with color,

I know now, that I can never love another.

Not like I loved you,

the winter to my summer,

the guitarist to my drummer,

maple and butter,

sweet lover.

–S.