Pick-up Truck.

All of this shit gets heavy.

I could fill up the back of a chevy.

I could use a pick up,

a lift up.

All of this shit gets heavy.

It could overflow a levee.

I could use a hand,

in the flooding.

I thought it was real,

and it wasn’t.

–S.

I don’t think this is what we meant when we said forever.

I’ll be sorry the rest of my life.

In my heart, this will keep you alive.

You’ll never have to fade or go away.

With me, you’ll always stay.

I’ll be sorry the rest of my life.

–S.

Alter.

You’ve always had a way of making me feel small.

It doesn’t matter the distance, you can change everything with just one call.

Your words defy space, they crash through every wall.

You hold all the power, you have the ability to ruin it all.

I can never feel tall.

Your voice in my head makes me stall.

No matter what, you’ll always make sure I fall,

or falter.

Why am I always something to be altered?

–S.

Gift Exchange.

Life is a gift.

I know, I know, I know.

I can’t help it,

I’ve been feeling so low.

I feel ungrateful,

and like all of the progress has been so slow.

I’ve been staring out the car window,

willing myself to grow.

What if this is it?

What if there is nothing else for me to show?

–S.

Don’t let go of my hand.

Hang on.

Don’t let go.

I need a little time.

I’ve been going a little slow.

Don’t leave me by my lonesome.

It’s summer, but I’m feeling frozen.

I don’t know how to handle any of these emotions.

–S.