Stuck in life’s waiting room,
doesn’t it feel like everything ends in gloom?
Praying for light soon,
yearning to be lit up like the moon.
Growing pains,
like flowers, hopefully, I’ll bloom.
-S.
Stuck in life’s waiting room,
doesn’t it feel like everything ends in gloom?
Praying for light soon,
yearning to be lit up like the moon.
Growing pains,
like flowers, hopefully, I’ll bloom.
-S.
Soulcrusher,
you leave destruction in your wake.
Heartstopper,
my breath, you take.
Jawbreaker,
every smile, a mistake.
Twister,
fever blister,
you do nothing, but make me ache.
-S.
You are an Italian sweet cream,
sugar rush,
cotton candy dream.
You are a sprinkle-topped,
powder sugar dusted,
funnel cake,
sugar lake.
You are a sticky finger,
decadent dessert,
so sweet,
it hurts.
You are honey personified,
I couldn’t find anything sweeter,
I’ve tried.
-S.
I’m searching for meaning in new places.
I’m looking for answers in less than engaged faces.
I’m not giving myself any chance for graces.
I’m losing at all of my personal races.
I find myself in all of the same old places.
-S.
Around the bend.
On the horizon.
Over the hill.
After that turn.
Change.
Growth.
Birth.
–S.
Will we stay friends?
Maybe.
Are we at the end?
You bet, baby.
Does he love me?
No.
Should I stay?
Go.
Is there someone else?
It’s all a little hazy.
Is she prettier?
Stop being crazy.
What about wittier?
Look, it will get better, but it’s about to get shittier.
–S.
I’m standing in the middle of a field,
making wishes,
dandelion one,
dandelion two,
dandelion three.
I wish slow.
I wish fast.
I wish for us to last.
I wish on dandelion four,
dandelion five,
dandelion six,
but there is no quick fix.
I’m standing in the middle of a field,
reaching for dandelion seven,
eight,
and nine,
I can still make you mine.
–S.
I’m pretending.
It is neverending.
I break myself apart.
I put myself together.
I build myself up, to withstand any weather.
I skip.
I jump.
I walk.
I crawl.
Whatever you want,
I can do it all.
When you’re not looking,
I fall.
I break.
I cry.
How can you be overlooking,
all the cracks?
I’ll hold myself together.
I promise, I’ll try.
–S.
I collect your goodbye.
I place it with the others.
I collect the darkness.
And all that it smothers.
I collect the grief.
And my own disbelief.
I collect the dust.
And the rust.
–S.
Tic, Tac, Toe,
who would know,
that you meant no when you said go?
–S.