I don’t say I love you because I don’t.
I don’t say I’ll miss you because I won’t.
I say I’ll see you around because I probably will,
but I don’t want you thinking that time is standing still.Â
-S.
I don’t say I love you because I don’t.
I don’t say I’ll miss you because I won’t.
I say I’ll see you around because I probably will,
but I don’t want you thinking that time is standing still.Â
-S.
Ask for butter on the popcorn.
Choose the middle seats.
Grab your favorite candy.
They’re playing the movie of you and me,
and who we used to be.
When they roll the credits,
I will finally see:
we’re through the thick of it,
past the messy middle,
and at the very end of we.
We’ll throw out the trash.
We’ll say our goodbyes.
We’ll get into separate cars.
Wave one last time as we drive by.
-S.
We pass like ships at sea.
A keeper of day.
A keeper of night.
Are you okay?
I don’t know if you’re alright.
We pass like ships at sea.
We don’t touch,
or talk.
We barely interact at all.
I think there’s an imaginary wall.
-S.
I am the keeper of your secrets.
I am the one that knows why you laugh,
and why you cry.
I am the one that knows why they left you,
and why they said goodbye.
I am the one that knows what eats you up at night.
I am the one, like a torch, that carries the light.
I am the one that knows about your mother,
your brother,
that guy you like,
and why you haven’t finished school.
Like high school,
you no longer think I’m cool.
-S.
I’m helpful.
I give good advice.
I listen when you talk.
I keep your pace when we walk.
I keep a playlist of your favorite songs.
I make sure my stories aren’t that long.
I drive because you can’t take it.
It’ll last longer to be needed,
than to be loved.
I fucking hate it.
-S.
I talk to dad about aliens.
I talk to my co-worker about her cancer diagnosis.
I talk to mom about love.
I talk to my brother about none of the above.
I talk to myself about failure.
I try to lose myself in nature.
Friendships get stranger and stranger.
I search for meaning.
I look for signs.
More than anything,
I just feel behind.
-S.
You drop me off like luggage.
Pick me back up when you want to.
You shelve me like a book.
You let me collect dust like a nook.
You take from me like a crook.
Someone new and exciting,
that was all it took?
-S.
I cut my hair.
I nair my legs.
No one likes a girl that begs.
I clean out my closet.
I eat more eggs.
No one likes a girl that begs.
I keep myself busy,
I increase my progress by a few pegs.
No one likes a girl that begs.
-S.
We had some laughs,
didn’t we?
Thick as thieves,
weren’t we?
We could try again,
couldn’t we?
What am I supposed to do now?
What about me?
–S.
Love of my life,
where are you?
Did you have to take a bike?
I’ve been patiently waiting,
but now I’m wondering if you’re even alright?
We’re running out of time,
what if we only get one night?
Love of my life,
where are you?
Are they making you hike?
-S.